to baby dearest:
thx for still stayin by my side even when tings are so tough btwn us. I know sometimes you are so tired that you want to let go of us. Let go of dis 3yrs 1mth +. I know we both are unsure of our future. Both feel unsecure or mayb onli me? lol. I know we had many quarrels, major quarrels since last yr started. but you still came back to me, though most of e times u were still angry with me. I know i throw many tantrums and irritate you with my worries and problems but you still care for me. I love you baby dearest. Though sometimes i wonder if you loved me like you used to, but I know that we share sth special btwn us. Sth which my parents can't break. I'll always wait for the day you succeed. I'm sure you will..!! jia you..!!

thx for loving me...=)

to darling yen ching:
our friendship goes way back to sec2..though at tt time we weren't tt close..both were closer 2 audrey ba..lol. den soon 3 of us spilt into 3different classes, 3f, 3g & 3h. but end up u n mi got closer cos aud became closer with another group. During our sec3 yrs, we were so close! even some teachers knew abt it. lol. & they were amazed tt we were not in e same class b4..!! lol every mornin i wld wait for you near e general office there, den go locker together, both were PSL tt time, both in choir, liked same tings.. we were inseparable? recess oso go 2gether, so cp or rm study eat lunch..go locker, share locker.. hang out & take lots of neoprints.. den talk abt everyting..!! i rem we got close cos tt time i was heartbroken..you were there, though we didnt talk much on e fone but it was nice havin some1 there for me. i believe tt started our close frdship tt was end of sec2. But end of sec3 tings changed mayb due to my neglect n all. sigh.. i always blamed myself for wat happened though i was not sure wat. we quarrelled and seldom hang out anymore..even in sch i avoided you. *i tink i was* mayb cos i was afraid of how u wld look at me aft wat i told you. i was ashamed. but i always admired you and envy your life. till today oso ba..lol im sure u feel tt way. sec4 we had our own frdx..n our frdship got worst though we said we wanted it 2 get beta den b4.. yupx..i wrote letters to you, but no reply came..till 2day im still wonderin wat u felt or did wif those letters..lol. throughout sec4 till now..i still missed us. now everyting is diff. le..but i noe we still share a great frdship n im so HAPPY tt we still sms each other. i hope 1 day we'll hang out as often again soon. I know i have many probs wif my life haix.. but i still hope. though i dun believe much in best frdx anymore, but we are still close frdx.!! you are 1 of e few i will nv ever forget in my life..!!

darling 4eva okie? huggiex! =)

thinking of you @ 2:20 PM